Behold the angels in the sky<br>becoming one with the havens<br>an neverending story awaits to be told<br>my eyes are burning, craving to be set free from the madness I see<br>Hold me now my love, for the true my in sacrifice will come undone<br> My desires for you will never be fulfilled…
I’ll finish it soon. Just first part
Ok. I did have a whole song and dance about Halloween, but I think 1249325732935 people just post about how Halloween isn’t fun anymore. Its become one of the those “trendy hallmark” holidays where everyone find an excuse to go out drink, fuck up shit and get really annoying to the point where they can’t remember the last thing they did. Really? However I digress…
I haven’t bother to go out and do anything this year because well I just didn’t find it fun enough to go out and party till I’m shit drunk and you know what I mean. I won’t even begin well jackasses find it funny to go out to T.P people houses, throws eggs and disrespect the dead. I’m trying view the negate but it seems that is all what happens now on Halloween. Not to mention the dangers of kids getting candy from unknown people, having lacing it with something to make the kids sick. Ok maybe I did rant a little, besides the downside of it all. I still try to enjoy it while I can.
I’m still little sad that I can’t go see GPKISM live now. I gave my room and plane ticket to my friend in hopes she can get my cads signed at least I can say I have piece of GPKISM. *lol* Right now my priories kind of change now since I will be traveling to Italy & Japan next year with all hope of going despite the down falls of not being able to go to GPKISM, Dir en grey, or Kaya concerts this year. I missed out on a lot and I’m upset with the fact how I’m just the only one who wants to go other things beside rot away in Chicago. I feel like I’m weight down, not being able to move. I just feel I want to get away while I can. I want to visit alot of places now. I want to see the world… I want my wings to be able to move and stretch as far as they can.
I’m stuck between working and school now, much more than I was before, and now it just seems like I feel like I can’t do both all at once anymore. I feel like I’m doing way too much again trying to please everyone at once. Its been depressing and I feel like I ran out of options now. The year is almost most over and I can’t just never, not now. I just feel like I’m stuck in the cage with no way out right now…
Thanks to a friend on myspace. Help get sponsored and fight for the causes you believe in.
So I decided to open a word press account. Not many people will know about it. It is something to work on my domain again since I haven’t been on the net for a while. I have alot of new projects all coming together and I would like to keep them under one domain. I’ve been high interested in starting some j-band blog where I put together pictures and stories from lives I go to since j-rock and visual kei has become somewhat popular now. Not so long ago only one could save money to venure into Japan and go to all the live houses to see their favourite band to play. This november I will have a chance to see GPKISM at Neko-con 11
We will see how everything goes. More later
